each day
Each day
Each day i play the role
Of someone always in control
Yup, and I guess that's what almost everyone does.. Who wants to let others see them at their most vulnerable? All the little secrets I keep to myself makes me feel safer and stronger somehow. If I share everything with someone, do I lose myself? Once I shared everything with one person. Now that person is gone from my life. So what's the point? After he left I felt so dependent and vulnerable and alone. I'm not willing to risk feeling like that again so soon. Right now, no matter how close I get to someone, there will always be some things that stay mine. I guess it's always been like that. Friends come and go too. Friends drift apart. Lovers are worse. Life's weird like that I guess. But I'm so glad for the friends I have now, because they make me forget the unhappiness in the world.
Will you stay?
Or will you run away?
