5Ws, 1H
I don't know why he's back again.
I don't know what he wants this time.
I don't know how I should react.
I don't know when this is going to end.
I don't know who he is.
Not anymore.. But he seems to think he knows me really well. I'm not the same person I used to be. Everything changes, slowly but surely. Everything is different now. No one ever stays the same. So we just accept the changes, or move on.
My friend asked me if I believed there was more than one THE ONE in our lives. I said yes, there is a THE ONE for different periods of our lives. Maybe I just don't believe in the fairy tale happily ever after endings. I just prefer to think of myself as realistic, not cynical. He would rather believe there is just the single THE ONE in our lives, the one we're supposed to spend the rest of our lives with. Yet, although I don't subscribe to that school of thought, I wouldn't call him naive. Everyone just has a different view on love. Just like how some can still remain good friends with their exes. I can't always do that. How can anyone say I'm wrong? It's just different perspectives, different experiences.
I don't like it when girls change themselves just to suit guys. It just doesn't make sense. In the end, all that ends up happening is either they aren't themselves anymore, or they detest themselves for changing. I did that and I ended up with both. I'm just glad my friends were still around to support me. So instead of moping and whining, I love life right now. I still do complain about so many things, but overall life is great. And that's exactly how it should be.
