extremely pissed off
I've blogged about 5 times in the past 3 hours.. but I just had to get this off my chest.
X sent me a sarcastic message about me removing the testimonial I left him on Friendster. Then he said, "i guess i was right all along to leave.. Some kind of fren eh.." As if it's my fault now. Just because I removed it so he had a right to leave? Of course I would remove it! He left! What did he expect me to do? Leave it there to proclaim to the world how wonderful I thought he was? To just rub it in my face that he's no longer there? To pretend to everyone how we are still on such good terms? We no longer have anything. I don't even want to pretend to be friends. So he needs to get out of my life in every way possible. I mean, it's over, so get over it already.. I can't believe he's resorting to the stupid emotional blackmail thing again. He's still trying to make me feel bad about everything I do that doesn't please him. Just like always. But this time, I'm not wracked with guilt. I don't feel horrible pangs of missing him. I don't cry when I'm alone at night. I just feel like whacking someone on the head. And that someone happens to be him.
